February 2010
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I wish my heart never to be as cruel as yours.
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I’m tired of being pushed around and taken advantage of.
I give all I can and in return I get is betrayal, and lies. I meant every single word I spoke to you, and your mouth could only tell lies in return. In your mind, so easily influenced by your surroundings, was a small seed that you allowed to grow and spread false assumptions throughout your body. In turn I get punished because your...
January 2010
83 posts
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12:01
Decoding every sentence intertwined within your pages, but The results could have been guessed long before this noval was even written. Your footsteps were too predictable; your mind was so easily entranced with niave thoughts of new beginnings and fairytale endings that the truth never really occured to you. Chapter after chapter it is time to put it down, and take into consideration what you...
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I'm approaching a dead end.
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11:18 pm
How did all appear out of nowhere? Maybe it was that dream I had of you last night, I don’t know but I want it to stop. It hurts. I’m thinking that’s the reason and why I’m afraid to go to sleep because the disappointment that comes over me when I wake up is deathly.
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I'm sorry.
Come back to me and satisfy my every craving.
This isn’t right;not one bit.
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Don't Say; I told you so.
Stuck in a rut.
I’m quitting this addiction. This constent need to care about everything. Consequently, it’s vicious, feeding on every part of me from the inside; out. I’m currently laking the strength to make everyone happy includeing myself. Which in turn compels me to rely on you, an obvious imaginary crutch. Where is that selfish bone in me? I need it more then ever. Craving...
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BusyBusyBumbleBee.
I can’t keep up with myself; Let alone everyone else.So I would appreciate it if you would quit continuously expecting me to.
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skeptical
I don’t believe it. But I’ve seen it to be true. Fuck this. I don’t need this. But I want it soo bad. I want to trust you but I can’t anymore. Perhaps it’s just a jealous face or maybe I’m going to be the fool in the end. I don’t care. I’m taking my chances. But, Those words she spoke were so convincing and won’t leave my mind to sleep. I just...
Does the inside of your computer screen Need... →
Click thisss.
It will only take 2 seconds.
Andd it’s sooo worth it [:
I’m not holding my breath any longer.
I can promise you that.
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Incredible,
I’m sitting here deliberately replaying those scenes in my head to make it all make sense. But nothing clicks. This sedative has taken over my brain and numbed my process of thinking. It felt like I woke up after being dormant for a centuary; revealing a whole new environment for my virgin, naive soul. Maybe it’s just pretending; I think you know exactly what is going on. This hazy...
hello oldmemories;
It was all over; before it started.
What a shame.
why can’t this be simple?
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It's time to run.
These walls need new memories. I look around and all I see is you. Maybe that’s why I’ve been hiding from this house.
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Obviously,
I need to lower my expectations.
I am clearly asking for too much.
Or maybe..no.
The perfection that once was held within my arms is long past gone; and this new potential is too complicated to give me something to grasp tightly like before.
“Maybe when I die, I can be a car. Driving in the night, lighting up the dark.”
Everything you know is bullshit. Death isn’t real. Life is just a dream....
– (via thecityiscalling)
undeniable words. <3
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It all Looks So familiar.
Confidence consumes you as you make your approach.
You want to break through this thick wall of jello that surrounds me, but my protective instincts refuse to allow that to occur. My warm smile and curious heart cause a riot including all of your organs inching for more; you must intensify your own song and urge it’s melody to override my rhythm. Force your self to step in the opposite...
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When Does a Nap..turn into Sleep?
Haaa. I embarrass myself more than necessary.
….including when I fall up the crowed stairway at school,
and thank you to the people who tried to make me smile by saying I could pull off being clumsy since I’m cute. :D
I tryyyy. <3
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Realization
How could I have been so Blind? It seems I look in the mirror a million times a day but today when I looked I saw something different. I wasn’t just staring back at the outfit that took me twenty minutes to pick out last night, or even my face lightly accented with makeup. Staring back at me just happened to be my soul whispering in my eyes about how very much I am gifted. I am not writing...
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Letting go.
Speeding into an ocean of new appreciations, lust, and love. Closing my eyes, terrified of what I might get my self into, but willing to go the distance. You grab my senses and send them on a trip no drug could ever bring them to experience. You truly are an unrestrained form of nicotine. The apprehension of what lies ahead has been pushed the the corners of my mind; and a fresh thought of...
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12:06.
arms spread wide. head towards the sky. spinning in circles until everything is twirling so fast you can’t grasp the difference of being alive or being dead. Feeling each passing second rub against your skin and ignoring it because time is human manufactured. Legs on the verg of letting yourself collapse to the floor but you resist. Until finally you can wait no longer; tumbling to the...
Definition of Love- Andrew Landon.
“Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel...
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Flashbacks;
of being Tangled with you; tracing your features with my finger tips. Not far ahead of us a beautiful view of the city from a MountainTop, all the lights twinkling like the stars that have yet to be found. I glance at you, relaxed and serene. As I gentley brush my lips to your cheek I whisper those three words that mean so much. And I meant it from the bottem of my heart. I’ve been waiting...
I hope jealousy consumes her.
She’s never going to compare to what we had and you, maybe afraid to admit it, know it as well.
My shoes are too big to fill.
I’d Give up.[:
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formspring.me
why is love hard?
Find someone to make it easy.
Ask me Absolutely Anything…
Check your pockets!
I think you stole my heart.
– mee [:
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Let’s; forget about the eradicate thumping going on inside the chests for just a second and focas on each ounce of adrenaline pumping threw your veins. In such an intense moment you must obsorb every little detail possible and don’t you dare forget the beat. Electric sensations as our skin touches. Instincts pled to pull away, but the vicious passion begs for more. Taking a deep inhale...